240531 - Fears

I’m starting to notice some trends that are giving rise to fears. The way it feels like nothing has changed when I meet my friends, or when I walk around the city. But I know it’s not true. Only on a very shallow level are things the same. In a deeper sense, I notice the ease with which I move around. The light-hearted happiness that spontaneously arises, and the comfort in which I handle myself. I’m in love with the nature here, and today I had a great time biking and swimming. In the evening we drove down to our summerhouse, and the smell that hits me as I open the door to the car almost bring tears to my eyes. This is where I grew up, and its beauty is unimaginable. It’s not found on the other side of the globe but right here. It resides in my heart. I brush my teeth, and looking into the mirror I smile. I am beautiful.